ok so i really feel like crying! i hvn't told anyone this but i really truly loved jeremy! I thought we were the real thing! He was perfect for me...well almost lol...i guess i wasn't so perfect for him. David nd I hav been talking nd i was thinkn of gettin bak with him but then when i got off the phone with him i felt like crying! I cn't get Jeremy off my mind! Stupid mama jinxd me! She said that i was gonna wanna call Jeremy by the end of the nite nd shes rite! I miss him so much! I wanna call him so badly rite now but my stupid phone died! *cries* I think I ruined it between us! I avoided him all day today cuz I was too fucking stubborn!